My depressions are vast, still mesmerized by my past
Fast i gotta escape this cos it feels, like I'm walking on heels
To tall think I'm gonna fall, sooner or later I'm gonna hit that wall
Looking in the mirror, fear has appear, so i share a tear
I made this a career, dear i can't go on another year
Rusted clouds hovering above, i forgot what is love
I want it back, i need to heal my heart cos i feel like a wrack
Under attack by a dark thought, to my self loneliness i brought
So a dream of you with cream, as you're my daily theme
But as much as i cry and scream, all i create is steam
Wanting love in my heart, a dart stuck in a chart
That led me to obsession, on a path to depression
I got off on the wrong station, I wanted the path to damnation
This fixation I'm starting to hate, can't help feeling like I'm bait
To my own death throne, to my own sorrow and gravestone
The music needs to start again, find love to contain, so i can sustain